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Friday, January 11, 2008

I haven't blogged in a while so I thought I would write a little something for everyone. Right now I am at work. It is a pretty slow day. I have had such an emotionally draining week and I am hoping it gets better. Lately I haven't been able to sleep. Last night I actually got a little sleep which was SO nice! I am trying to train myself to sleep alone again. It is so hard to sleep alone when you are use to sleeping with someone every night. Sleeping alone gives me time to think at night in bed. I don't like that. The only things I can think about are the day Wes passed away and the divorce. It SUCKS! Thinking about those things makes me sad and scared and then I really can't fall asleep. Anyways, sorry to complain to all of you that read this (RACHEL) but I gotta let it out. Hopefully I will have a camera soon so I can put some pics up.

6 comments:

Mrs. Anderson said...

Getting it out is the only way to get through it all!! You will be so strong for this and you will have a great life. Trials can so suck while you are going through them. I am sorry you can't sleep, I am sorry you are lonely, I am sorry you are sad, and I am sorry you have such an awful visual going through your mind when you think of Wes. Read, watch tv, do something before you sleep so you can put other things into your mind!! Love you and keep on writing!

Shay said...

Thanks Rach! You always know what to say when I am down. I love you and cant wait to see you when you have Ryan. Hope Andrew is doing better. Tell him and the little man that I love them.

Paige Anderson said...

I'm reading this too! I'm so sorry you are going through this and truely am here for you. I know we are going to try sleeping together tonight. Maybe it will help us both! Love you sis!

Mrs. Anderson said...

That's a good idea guys - I hope it works for both of you!!! You both need the rest. Miss you guys - here's to visiting in Feb/March!?!?!?!?

Chad said...

Hello, Shay. I too, am sorry you're going through a hard time. Please call me on those nights when you cannot sleep. I love you!

LeAnn said...

Shay--I'm sorry that you are having a hard time sleeping. Try to aspirin and a glass of milk a little before bed time. It's a great sleeping pill that doesn't make you feel groggy the next day. :) Come over any time with Paige and play with the kiddos! LeAnn (Paige's sister)